Reading The Mysteries of Pittsburgh, (what Alan calls "my porn book," because the review on the back cover is from Playboy), and enjoying it immensely. Father's birthday is next week. I have no ideas. Something on the history of the Great Lakes, I think. That sounds in keeping with his tastes.

Long, long weekend. But beautiful, and loads of fun.

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I feel as if I have been cleft in two; that my insides have been filled with countless, useless things. And that, no matter how I try to hide it, I will always want. I will always fear, and I will always be prone to these bouts of weakness.

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I don't trust people when they tell me that my heart is good.

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I love you all. My heart, I pray, ( Read more... )